僕と僕の音楽

That's why I'm staying up now!  In here, now is 4:41am, I know it is stupid but I will have an activity tomorrow so I have to wake up 9am.......  We held a kinda of party today, we drunk beers, eat pizza, did some game and talked a lot....  It was sometime bored, but sometime fine:-)  I think Korean girls? women? are too serious when others said kinda of joke or something like that....  I'm really sleepy but if I have a sleep, I can't wake up that ime so I will stay up.  Luckly, my roommate is going out, of course I don't know where she goes, but that's why I can keep the right to turn on:-)  But also I don't know when she will come back....it's kinda of problem.  I hope she will not come back and not vomit something because I saw she was drinking with her friend when I went out my room.  I don't know so much what she wants to do.

I'm really disappointed when I heard that news from my friend that HE is going to go coming my home university's festival again!!!!!!  Hey, TAKESHI! What are you doing!? Why you didin't come last year but you will come this year!?  I really wanna cry.....I miss you sooooooooooooo much!  Actually, I don't know much about that, but my friend said ticket is arleardy sold out.  I'm really regretting about that  and I really wanna marry him so much.  huuuum, why I can't meet guys like him....and guy exactly him.  I think I'm soooo shit or sucks or something like that.  I wanna meet him so bad and go back my home to see him but mu boyfriend said just "Hai-Hai" when I told him TAKESHI is such a cooool person.  After that, I searched about his interview in English but it was gone....It means it was deleted....What a suck.  Now I'm looking for yet.

Anyway, I'm sleepy so bad but if I get a sleep, I can sleep just 3 hour. X-(


05:27 Oct.2, 2009